精华热点 心之憾（小小说）
文/黄清宝
一
下午上班的时候，云好几次站到窗前，看外面的天。云的病房在八楼，远远的只看见五颜六色的伞慢悠悠地飘来飘去。地上依然湿漉漉的，泛看白光。云不由得轻叹一声;这雨，怎么下个不停?
云的丈夫出差半个月，今晚就要回家。丈夫离家的日子，云一人带着儿子，每天象上紧了发条的机器人一般忙个不停，这才感到这些年来丈夫任劳任怨，操持家务是多么不容易。在外人眼里，云精明能干，是个好护士长，云却明白在家里，自己远不是个贤妻良母。云于是决定今天一定准时下班，回家做几只丈夫爱吃的菜，也好让这些天来吃厌了泡饭，快餐面的儿子高兴高兴。
二
临下班的时候，病房里来了个新病员，因车祸造成脑部外伤。病人神志不清，极度烦躁，病情十分危急。中班的护士是个新手，见此情景有些慌乱。云不假思索一头扎进了抢救病房……
时间一分一秒地过去。更衣，补液，吸痰，导尿，抽血化验……经过一系列紧张的抢救治疗，病人的病情渐趋平稳，云才松了一口气。病人家属端来一盆热水，云亲手为病人擦净满头满脸的血污。又向值班护士细细交待一番，云才放心地离开病房。
外面，早已是万家灯火。
三
一头撞进夜色中，冰凉的雨洒在头上脸上，云才发现自己又忘了带伞，也才想起自己本来要为丈夫和儿子弄几个菜的。使劲地晃了几下脑袋心里说:罢罢罢，本来就不是个好主妇!
云遥遥望见自己家窗口的灯光，仿佛看见灯下丈夫和儿子枯坐的身影，心里便充满了歉疚。数不清有多少次的迟归，丈夫在等待中把凉了的菜，热了一遍又一遍;儿子坐在饭桌前，在一连串的希望和失望之后，昏昏欲睡……每次这种时候，云的鼻子就酸酸的，好想流泪。
四
云刚爬上四楼，就听见儿子开门的声音，抬头看去，见高高大大的丈夫和瘦瘦小小的儿子一并挤在门口。
“妈妈，快点!我都快饿昏了。”
儿子抢过云手里的包，一边喊一边往房间里跑。丈夫却递过来一条毛巾:
“瞧你，满脸的水，擦擦!”
越过丈夫的肩头，云看见餐桌上满桌的菜还冒着热气。抬眼望向丈夫，想说点什么，丈夫的眼神充满爱意，云真的哭了。
2026/1/5
🌹🌹作家简介🌹🌹
黄清宝，1939年出生，中共党员，籍贯江苏江阴市。现居上海市。《中国诗人作家网》会员档案库认证委员，《中国诗人作家网》认证诗人、签约诗人，《一枝红莲文学诗社》签约作家诗人，《世界作家澜韵府诗社》签约作家诗人，《中国诗人作家网》主编。曾创作散文、小说及诗词千余篇，发表于《中国诗人作家网》等网络平台及报刊。荣获首届《凤雏生》国际诗歌大赛优秀奖，五大院士签约诗人卓越文学奖，《金诗星光杯》实力文学奖，以及《中国诗人作家网》主编卓越奖，世界诗歌作协.中国诗人作文学领军人物最高荣誉奖。现为中国诗人作家网执行总编。
🎋🎋Writer's Profile🎋🎋
Huang Qingbao, born in 1939, is a member of the Communist Party of China. His native place is Jiangyin City, Jiangsu Province, and he now resides in Shanghai City. He is a certification committee member of the Member Archive Database of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network, a certified poet and contracted poet of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network, a contracted writer and poet of the Red Lotus Literary Poetry Society, a contracted writer and poet of the World Writers' Lanyunfu Poetry Society, and the chief editor of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network. He has created more than a thousand pieces of prose, novels, and poems, which have been published on online platforms and newspapers and periodicals such as the Chinese Poets and Writers Network. He has won the Excellence Award of the First Feng Chusheng International Poetry Competition, the Outstanding Literature Award for Poets Contracted by the Five Academicians, the Strength Literature Award of the Golden Poetry Starlight Cup, the Chief Editor's Excellence Award of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network, and the Highest Honor Award for Leading Figures in Literature by the World Poetry Association · Chinese Poets and Writers. Currently, he is the executive chief editor of the Chinese Poets and Writers Network.
